My vision for my
rabbinate is based on the following statement of faith: A Judaism with God at
the center (1) invites us to know that our lives matter and (2) impels us to do
the right thing in the world. This is the meaning of our Jewish story, that God
freed the people Israel from Egypt so that we could be bearers of Torah.
“God freed the people
Israel from Egypt”—our lives matter to God. Through Jewish ritual, God sends to
every Jewish person a personally addressed invitation to feel God’s closeness.
Here, in our hearts, we meet the God of feeling.
“So that we could
be bearers of Torah”—God impels us to do the right thing in the world. We have
an ethical responsibility—regardless of how we might feel in our hearts—to
participate in advancing the human project. Here, in our minds, we meet the God
of reason.
When our heart and
our mind collaborate—when we recognize that the human being is an integrated
whole—we encounter the God of feeling and of reason. In this encounter,
“kindness and truth shall meet” (Ps. 85:11)—that is, we’ll know that our lives
matter to God and we’ll feel impelled to do the right thing. With heart
and head collaborating, we discover that our lives and our world can be more
with Judaism than without it.
I envision my
rabbinate standing on three pillars: teaching, preaching, and praying. I
believe that Erev Shabbat worship is the bread-and-butter of what a
congregational rabbi does. I believe that if Liberal Judaism isn’t serious
about prayer, then Liberal Jews won’t be serious about Liberal Judaism. Through
prayer, we continue to discover that our lives matter to God. When we address
God in the second-person (atah), we
may hear the Allness of Universe (God) address us in the first-person (Anochi)—a moment of Revelation. The
following comparison may be helpful: the deepest part of our soul—where our
detached self is still connected to its Source—is like a clear white light. Prayer
is the practice of putting many colored gels over the clear light (blue for one
prayer, green for another) so that by isolating individual colors, we may more
easily identify the clear white Source. At its best, communal prayer enables
the worshipper to connect not only to the clear white Source within him/herself,
but also to the clear white Source that is within all things. This experience connects
us to the Allness of the Universe (God), reminding us that our lives matter.
Teaching,
preaching, and praying are all tools to remind us that our lives matter, but
they are not ends in and of themselves. Knowing that our lives matter must
impel us to do the right thing. Our tradition holds that “study is greater
[than action], because study leads to action.” Action is the ultimate goal;
study (and, by extension, prayer) enables us to discover why we must act.
Study without action is meaningless; but similarly, action without study becomes
a substitute faith, reducing the whole of Judaism to only ethics. Often, my
Reform upbringing substituted ethics for Judaism. I was raised to care about
particular issues—gun control, gender equality, Darfur, hunger—and although I
dutifully rallied for these causes, I quickly lost enthusiasm for the stale
explanation to do tikkun olam. As an
adult, I have discovered that action is impelled by faith—that I stand not for
a particular list of causes, but for a world in which “kindness and truth shall
meet.” In this way, “study [and prayer] leads to action.” Study also enables us
to discover how we might most effectively act. Study and prayer are the
practice of noticing; by noticing how we show up in the world, we can learn to
participate in our world more productively.
Judaism is unique
in that it is both a people and a faith. I imagine two concentric circles, with
Jewish faith at the center of the Jewish people. Many are content to identify
only with the Jewish people; it is a synagogue’s role, and a rabbi’s role in
particular, to help Jewish people also identify with Jewish faith—that is, to
knowing that our lives matter to God and to doing the right thing.
Paradoxically, the
secular State of Israel represents—among other things—a gateway through which
Jewish people may come to identify with Jewish faith. I believe that Israel
matters because: whatever Jewish is, it is in Israel—not to the exclusion of
other places, but uniquely so in Israel. In many places around the world,
particular aspects of Jewish life are thriving—religion, spirituality, culture,
ethnicity, history, community. Only in Israel do all of these aspects cohere,
plus the additional aspects of politics, power, and sovereignty. In Israel—and
only in Israel—all these aspects of “whatever Jewish is” are by the very
definition of a Jewish-democratic state forced to be in constant conversation
with each other. The conversation centers on the question: to what extent
should Jewish religion play a role in the governance of the State? And in this
conversation, the Jewish people—who, outside of Israel, may easily choose the
outer of the two concentric circles, the circle of identifying only with the
Jewish people—must come face-to-face with the inner of the two concentric
circles, the circle of identifying with Jewish faith (even if they believe that
Jewish religion should have a minimal role in the governance of the State). In
this way, Israel is—among other things—a tool for clarifying “what’s Jewish” about
one’s Jewishness.
These are the
contours of my vision of my rabbinate—that your life and your world can be more
with Judaism than without it, because Judaism is the story of God freeing the
people Israel from Egypt so that we could be bearers of Torah. As I continue to
grow in experience and learning, I expect that this statement will continue to grow
along with me.
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